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This is an excellent article from The Morning Sun, an online magazine of essays, art, humor, and culture published weekdays since 1999 (but it's new to me for some reason). This article by Tim Doody on Dr. James Fadiman's role in the history of LSD as a therapeutic agent (research prior to the ban had shown the incredible potential of this substance in a variety of possible treatments).
The article includes mention of Steve Jobs' use of LSD, but also that of Francis Crick (his first conception of the DNA spirals was under the influence) and Kary Mullis, who was using LSD as he developed the polymerase chain
reaction ("a genetic sequencing technique through which scientists can
detect certain infectious diseases, map the human genome, and trace
ancestral heritage back thousands of years").
For
decades, the U.S. government banned medical studies of the effects of
LSD. But for one longtime, elite researcher, the promise of mind-blowing
revelations was just too tempting.
At 9:30 in the morning, an architect and three senior scientists—two
from Stanford, the other from Hewlett-Packard—donned eyeshades and
earphones, sank into comfy couches, and waited for their
government-approved dose of LSD to kick in. From across the suite and
with no small amount of anticipation, Dr. James Fadiman spun the knobs
of an impeccable sound system and unleashed Beethoven’s “Symphony No. 6
in F Major, Op. 68.” Then he stood by, ready to ease any concerns or
discomfort.
For this particular experiment, the couched volunteers had each brought
along three highly technical problems from their respective fields that
they’d been unable to solve for at least several months. In
approximately two hours, when the LSD became fully active, they were
going to remove the eyeshades and earphones, and attempt to find some
solutions. Fadiman and his team would monitor their efforts, insights,
and output to determine if a relatively low dose of acid—100 micrograms
to be exact—enhanced their creativity.
It was the summer of ’66. And the morning was beginning like many
others at the International Foundation for Advanced Study, an
inconspicuously named, privately funded facility dedicated to
psychedelic drug research, which was located, even less conspicuously,
on the second floor of a shopping plaza in Menlo Park, Calif. However,
this particular morning wasn’t going to go like so many others had
during the preceding five years, when researchers at IFAS (pronounced
“if-as”) had legally dispensed LSD. Though Fadiman can’t recall the
exact date, this was the day, for him at least, that the music died. Or,
perhaps more accurately for all parties involved in his creativity
study, it was the day before.
At approximately 10 a.m., a courier delivered an express letter to the
receptionist, who in turn quickly relayed it to Fadiman and the other
researchers. They were to stop administering LSD, by order of the U.S.
Food and Drug Administration. Effective immediately. Dozens of other
private and university-affiliated institutions had received similar
letters that day.
That research centers once were permitted to explore the further
frontiers of consciousness seems surprising to those of us who came of
age when a strongly enforced psychedelic prohibition was the norm. They
seem not unlike the last generation of children’s playgrounds, mostly
eradicated during the ’90s, that were higher and riskier than today’s
soft-plastic labyrinths. (Interestingly, a growing number of child
psychologists now defend these playgrounds, saying they provided kids
with both thrills and profound life lessons that simply can’t be had
close to the ground.)
Couldn’t they comprehend what was at stake? Fadiman was devastated and
more than a little indignant. However, even if he’d wanted to resist the
FDA’s moratorium on ideological grounds, practical matters made
compliance impossible: Four people who’d never been on acid before were
about to peak.
“I think we opened this tomorrow,” he said to his colleagues.
And so one orchestra after the next wove increasingly visual melodies
around the men on the couch. Then shortly before noon, as arranged, they
emerged from their cocoons and got to work.
Over the course of the preceding year, IFAS researchers had dosed a
total of 22 other men for the creativity study, including a theoretical
mathematician, an electronics engineer, a furniture designer, and a
commercial artist. By including only those whose jobs involved the hard
sciences (the lack of a single female participant says much about
mid-century career options for women), they sought to examine the
effects of LSD on both visionary and analytical thinking. Such a group
offered an additional bonus: Anything they produced during the study
would be subsequently scrutinized by departmental chairs, zoning boards,
review panels, corporate clients, and the like, thus providing a
real-world, unbiased yardstick for their results.
In surveys administered shortly after their LSD-enhanced creativity
sessions, the study volunteers, some of the best and brightest in their
fields, sounded like tripped-out neopagans at a backwoods gathering.
Their minds, they said, had blossomed and contracted with the universe.
They’d beheld irregular but clean geometrical patterns glistening into
infinity, felt a rightness before solutions manifested, and even shapeshifted into relevant formulas, concepts, and raw materials.
[The volunteers] remained firm: LSD absolutely had helped them solve their complex, seemingly intractable problems.
But here’s the clincher. After their 5HT2A neural receptors simmered
down, they remained firm: LSD absolutely had helped them solve their
complex, seemingly intractable problems. And the establishment agreed.
The 26 men unleashed a slew of widely embraced innovations shortly after
their LSD experiences, including a mathematical theorem for NOR gate
circuits, a conceptual model of a photon, a linear electron accelerator
beam-steering device, a new design for the vibratory microtome, a
technical improvement of the magnetic tape recorder, blueprints for a
private residency and an arts-and-crafts shopping plaza, and a space
probe experiment designed to measure solar properties. Fadiman and his
colleagues published these jaw-dropping results and closed shop.
At a congressional subcommittee hearing that year, Sen. Robert F.
Kennedy grilled FDA regulators about their ban on LSD studies: “Why, if
they were worthwhile six months ago, why aren’t they worthwhile now?”
For him, the ban was personal, too: His wife, Ethel, had received
LSD-augmented therapy in Vancouver. “Perhaps to some extent we have lost
sight of the fact that it”—Sen. Kennedy was referring specifically to
LSD here—“can be very, very helpful in our society if used properly.”
His objection did nothing to slow the panic that surged through halls
of government. The state of California outlawed LSD in the fall of 1966,
and was followed in quick succession by numerous other states and then
the federal government. In 1970, agents of the Drug Enforcement
Administration released a comprehensive database in which they’d sorted
commonly known drugs into categories, or schedules. “Schedule 1” drugs,
which included LSD and psilocybin, have a “significant potential for
abuse,” they said, and “no recognized medicinal value.” Because Schedule
1 drugs were seen as the most dangerous of the bunch, those who used,
manufactured, bought, possessed, or distributed them were thought to be
deserving of the harshest penalties.
By waging war on psychedelics and their aficionados, the U.S.
government not only halted promising studies but also effectively shoved
open discourse of these substances to the countercultural margins. And
so conventional wisdom continues to argue that psychedelics offer one of
a few possibilities: a psychotic break, a glimpse of God, or a visually
stunning but fairly mindless journey. But no way would they help with
practical, results-based thinking. (That’s what Ritalin is for, just ask
any Ivy League undergrad.)
Still, intriguing hints suggest that, despite stigma and risk of
incarceration, some of our better innovators continued to feed their
heads—and society as a whole reaped the benefits. Francis Crick
confessed that he was tripping the first time he envisioned the double
helix. Steve Jobs called LSD “one of the two or three most important
things” he’d experienced. And Bill Wilson claimed it helped to
facilitate breakthroughs of a more soulful variety: Decades after
co-founding Alcoholics Anonymous, he tried LSD, said it tuned him in to
the same spiritual awareness that made sobriety possible, and pitched
its therapeutic use—unsuccessfully—to the AA board. So perhaps the music
never really died. Perhaps it’s more accurate to say instead that the
music got much softer. And the ones who were still listening had to
pretend they couldn’t hear anything at all.
On a Saturday last October, 45 years after dispensing those last legal
doses, James Fadiman stood on stage inside the cavernous hall of Judson
Memorial Church, a long-time downtown New York incubator of artistic,
progressive, and even revolutionary movements. High above him on a
window of stained glass, a golden band wrapped Escher-like enigmas
around the Four Evangelists. Fadiman appeared far more earthly: wire
frames, trim beard, dropped hairline, khakis, running shoes—like a
policy wonk at a convention, right down to lanyard and nametag.
A couple hundred people sat before him in folding chairs and along the
side aisles of the hall. He adjusted his head microphone, then scrolled
his lecture notes and side-stepped the podium. He felt fortunate to be
there for many reasons, he said, including a health scare he’d had a few
months back—a rather advanced case of pericarditis. “Some of you, I
know, have experimented with enough substances so that you’ve ‘died.’
But it’s different when you’re in the ER.” He chuckled. “And you’re not
on anything.”
Most everybody laughed at his icebreaker, understood he was comparing,
quite unfavorably, his recent experience to the way that, under the
influence of high-dose psychedelics, one’s personality has a tendency to
scatter like stardust. Which is to say that Fadiman was not addressing
an ordinary audience.
He was the first presenter of the day at the fifth-annual Horizons, a
weekend-long forum organized to “open a fresh dialogue” regarding the
role of psychedelics in “medicine, culture, history, spirituality, and
creativity.” The crowd consisted of young and old, dreadlocks and suits,
crushed velvet and institutional bonafides. A self-declared prophet sat
near Bellevue Hospital’s leading addictions specialist. Both are
pro-psychedelics, though they differ on what qualifies as appropriate
usage. Said addictions specialist is currently administering psilocybin
to people with recurrent and advanced-stage cancer in—surprise!—a
government-sanctioned study. Most people enrolled in his study have
reported that a single psychedelic session substantially reduced their
anxieties related to death, while also qualifying as one of their most
spiritual experiences.
“I kind of did the squarest bio I could,” Fadiman said, pointing at a
Horizons brochure, “just in case other people were reading it.” Who did
he mean? Squares? Feds? He’d chosen to highlight his post-ban work,
which sounded mildly interesting though fairly innocuous. Co-founder of
the Institute for Transpersonal Psychology. Course instructor at San
Francisco State, Brandeis, and Stanford. Writer. Member of various
corporate boards. Don’t be fooled though. His bio obscures a
well-documented notoriety.
In The Electric Kool-Aid Acid Test, Tom Wolfe writes about
encountering “a young psychologist,” “Clifton Fadiman’s nephew, it
turned out,” in the waiting room of the San Mateo County jail. Fadiman
and his wife were “happily stuffing three I-Ching coins into some
interminable dense volume of Oriental mysticism” that they planned to
give Ken Kesey, the Prankster-in-Chief whom the FBI had just nabbed
after eight months on the lam. Wolfe had been granted an interview with
Kesey, and they wanted him to tell their friend about the hidden coins.
During this difficult time, they explained, Kesey needed oracular
advice.
Fadiman’s influence transcends counterculture, though. It might even
stretch through the very medium through which you’re reading these
words. In What the Dormouse Said, John Markoff reports that
Fadiman had dosed and counseled numerous “heads” as they were attempting
to amplify consciousness through silicon chips and virtual reality. The
personal computer revolution, Markoff argues, flourished on the Left
Coast precisely because of a peculiar confluence of scientists,
dreamers, and drop-outs. And indeed, if you were to illustrate with a
Venn diagram the relationships between those involved with Acid Test
parties, the Homebrew Computer Club, the Augmented Human Intellect
Research Center at Stanford University, Xerox’s Palo Alto Research
Center, various backwoods communes, and, of course, the IFAS research
center, you’d see an overlap of communities on the San Francisco
Midpeninsula that just wasn’t available to the average IBM computer
scientist in Westchester.
Though scientists are more typically
seen as killers of myth, not its creators, Einstein and many of his more
visionary contemporaries sound as trippy as any of yesterday’s mystics.
It’s true that Fadiman cooled it for several decades, did those square
things in his bio, settled into the suburbs, and kept on the down-low
any lingering passion for chemically boosted consciousness. But then, in
2010, with the publication of his book, The Psychedelic Explorer’s Guide: Safe, Therapeutic, and Sacred Journeys,
it became official: At 70 years old, Fadiman had gone rogue. In a
mild-mannered sort of way, yes, with charts, hypotheses, and a winning
bedside manner. But government be damned, he was now an outspoken
advocate for the careful but criminal use of psychedelics, especially
LSD, his favorite.
What’s astounding isn’t so much that he came out of the psychedelic
closet for a second time—most everyone retains a certain allegiance to
their formative experiences—but that he is far from alone. And we’re not
just talking about the tens of thousands of utopians who co-create an
ephemeral Mecca in the swirling sands of Black Rock each summer.
Though draconian laws still keep psychedelics from the general public,
next-generation administrators at the FDA and DEA have been approving
research studies again. The taboo broke with a 1992 investigation of how
dimethyltryptamine, or DMT, a fast-acting psychedelic, impacts
consciousness; DMT wasn’t burdened by the cultural baggage of its
three-lettered cousin. And what began quite haltingly had become, by the
middle of the last decade, if not routine then certainly notable:
Terminated research from the ’60s was being replicated and even
furthered in dozens of studies by big-name players, including Johns
Hopkins, NYU, and UCLA. These studies, which almost exclusively explore
the psychotherapeutic potential of psychedelics (as opposed to, say, how
they might influence creativity), are getting results that would make a
Big Pharma rep salivate. Of the hundreds of volunteers who’ve
participated, a high majority have said that psychedelics, given in a
safe, supportive setting, helped them to, depending on the study, accept
imminent mortality, overcome drug and alcohol addiction, mitigate
obsessive-compulsive urges, or heal post-traumatic stress disorder.
Yet another study recently passed the approval process despite strong
objections from the Pentagon: In the summer of 2011, 16 vets who
returned from Iraq and Afghanistan with PTSD began receiving a
combination of talk therapy and MDMA (pure Ecstasy). This, though the
DEA still officially states that psychedelics’ “use in psychotherapy
largely has been debunked.” The current relationship between regulators
and these Schedule 1 substances is a tangle of impossible
possibilities—not unlike the stained glass window overlooking Judson’s
stage.
“What happens in serious psychedelic work,” Fadiman said to the people
before him, “is there’s a sudden reframing of massive amounts of
worldview. We don’t know much about what that learning means, but we
sure can see the results.” Though he applauds the aforementioned
studies, he has come to Horizons specifically to speak on their
limitations. In fact, his entire lecture is intended to be an attack on
what he calls “the medical model,” an approach to psychedelic drug use
that curtails access to only a fraction of society, and for only
narrowly defined goals centered around personal therapy.
Fadiman studied the people before him, then widened his eyes with faux
innocence. “How many of you are going to be in a legal research study
next year?”
No hands.
“Including not me. You not only have to be ill [to participate], but
you have to be ill with something fairly awful. Now, how many of you are
planning to have a psychedelic within the next year?”
An overwhelming majority of the audience raised a hand, some
enthusiastic, others sheepish. Heads swiveled like periscopes, the
better to see all those mea culpas.
“So, I’ll talk to you.”
Widespread laughter: score!
“For a long time after research stopped in the ’60s, I thought, ‘Oh, I
can’t do the research that interests me the most, that’s the most
life-changing, that has the most potential.’ I also realized that … what
the government said is, ‘We are restricting some basic freedoms.’”
Throughout the lecture, his left hand poked like a conductor’s stick as he challenged his listeners with a series of questions.
“Can you go to most any group, from tea parties on one end, to us, I
think we’re probably on the other, and say, Is religious freedom
something that we support in this country?”
“Is it all right to establish or re-establish or discover a connection to the Divine?”
“Is it OK to do something that leads to your own self-healing and improves your connection to the natural world?”
“Is it OK to discover how the universe works? At the moment, we’ve got
two Nobel Prize winners who’ve copped to the fact of where they got
their ideas.”
Francis Crick is one and the other: Kary Mullis, who was intermittently
under the influence of LSD as he developed the polymerase chain
reaction, a genetic sequencing technique through which scientists can
detect certain infectious diseases, map the human genome, and trace
ancestral heritage back thousands of years.
Fadiman was warming up now, standing tall for the 23 million Americans
who, according to government stats, have already taken LSD, and the
400,000-plus who will try it for the first time this year. Curiosity
continues to trump criminalization.
“We’re not necessarily going to be content if certain psychedelics are
available on prescription [for people who are really ill],” Fadiman
said. “That’s not what psychedelic freedom is about.”
Just as he began to speculate on how and when “psychedelic freedom”
might be achieved, the microphone slipped off his ear, shoulder-bounced,
and tumbled to the floor. It sounded like gunshots or a door being
bashed in. Fadiman threw up his hands, fingers splayed, head lowered, as
if a SWAT team was raiding the auditorium. He had the audience laughing
again as a sound tech scrambled to make things right. Nonetheless, his
slapstick evoked a sobering truth concerning the tenuous turf between
personal and legal conviction. How many people here have ever been in an
actual raid? Hands please?
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